i hate. i hate. i hate!!!!!!! | Pakar Cantik

Monday, September 22, 2008

i hate. i hate. i hate!!!!!!!

didn't i tell u i hate perfectionist. or a pusher. i really do. i hate them all. menyusahkan idop aku jek.. taw x dari semalam lg aku spent mase utk wat presentation slides tuh. yet masih x puas ati.. aku buat ngan berkobar-kobar tp tentibe kene cut slides. then suh check lg betol ke x.. kene check buku lg. aku dh la tgh layan muvi mase tuh (baru kejap td, x sampai 5 minit pon.. trus updet blog..hehe), rajen plak die msg aku suh on9 gtalk.

susah la kalo laki mcm ni.. x biase jumpe laki yg over rajen+pusher.. besenye jumpe laki yg ikot jek, yg suke kene push.. yg bile orang kate bwat itu, die bwat itu... aku lg suke manusia yg mcm tuh drpd aku saket ati kene push. aku taw la nk bwat keje aku.. setahu aku la kan, aku ni bkn kategori malas. and kalo bwat keje pon perfectionist gak sket2.. tp die ni mmg over la.. mengalahkan aku! arituh gedik sgt nk suh aku wat part discussion.. pastu bile aku dh bwat suke2 ati x puas ati ngan keje aku.. pastu siap mcm die jek yg nk present part aku.. miza, aku x kesah sbenarnye..

piiiiiraaaaaahhhhhhhh!! nape bukan sejak mase divide task lg kate 'aku x kesah sbenanye.. aku bole bwat discussion..' ini x, stiap kali repot, mesti muke aku ngan dayah jek yg kene bwat result n discussion. die suke2 ati wat intro, error&recommendation, summary ke.. pape jelah yg x kene pk.. yg kejenye copy paste jek.. bengang la nihh!!!

mesti dulu2 fatin pon rase gitu gak.. asek2 muke die jek yg bwat discussion. sabarlah ati, tuhan sedang menguji.. baru taw perasaan mereka.. huk3 T_T. and one more thing, napela mereka suke sgt berbincang pasal lab repot through gtalk? kalo pegi mengadap muke sorang2 xleh ke?? ape aku ni x lawa sgt ke smpai xnak jumpe wat diskusi bersama-sama?? T_T susah taw x diskass tru gtalk.. nk kene reka ayat lg.. nk kene taep lagi.. nk kene tekan enter lg.. nk tunggu org sane bace lg.. nk tunggu die reply lg.. leceh taw x.. LECEH!!

baru bercita-cita nk release sket. weekend aku kali ni mmg digunakan sepenuhnya utk keje2 skolah yg tertunggak.. (actually, bukan tertunggak, tp x sempat nk siapkan sbb byk sgt keje.. test lg, repot lg, bla.. bla..) smpaikan maen game pon asek kalah jek sbb otak dh terlalu fokus kt keje skolah (bole plak lagu tuh~)..huhu. aku hangen ni..

i know, presentation tuh pnting tp xyah la over sgt nk push aku. aku BENCI taw x.. aku x suke manusia yg push aku sbb setaw aku aku pon x suke push orang.. kali ni aku betol2 memahami perasaan org yg kene push. gilerrr saket ati.. gilerrrr benci.. gilerrr maken nk melawan.. ikot ati ni malas aku nk betolkan balik, buat dekkk jek.. biar padan muke!

3 comments:

  1. dear amiza,

    i just come across ur blog...as a 1st time...mmmm...i know how tense ar u...just take rest ya...u just put ur head onto d'railway girl..it like killing urseft laaa...as a student u must have good time managemt..dont mix it with ur social like...which make u bengang..am i right girl...just time a break laa....indeed...
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  2. ooohh...before i forgot..
    butterflies can sing a song ar u? huhu...bye

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  3. hmm.. thanks for ur comment anyway.. yerpp, perhaps my time managemt is poor but the blame is not on me alone.. tooooooo many assignments and lab reports to be done. plus tests and packed timetable. i wish i had more days in a week and longer weekend so that i can settle evrthg before monday. yet, i have to admit, student life~

    'singing butterflies'... perhaps they sing in their own very special way ;)

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