Amizah Azid: August 2008

Should i menyumpah seranah or say something bad that i've never let it come out of my lips?

oh yes. not my type. i prefer to keep silent and watch. the worst word was chapter 1 but that was ages before i know how to behave politely. when i was a small kid n easily influenced by surroundings. yeap, budak2 kampung used to say that word, very very frequently. it seems like tak sah in every conversation w/out that ugly word. but pink looks nice. ok2. depends on what looks nice with pink. har har har. even now, ramai jek yg suke sebut bab 1, os cof excluding this sweet little amizah. winkssss ;)

Life like this. n i don't like this kind of situation i'm facing rite now. it's complicated i'd say. huwarghhhh! help me oh my god. i hate to see her. yeap, i reali do. i can't stand pretending any second. i'm not good at that. i'm not talented to replace angelina jolie, nor fasha sandha jugak bkn aisyuwariya rai (cane ntah eja.. lupe plak). it's written all over my face n i can't help it.

I wish i can turn back time, to somewhere i used to be. in school when we're busy filling up forms for entering universities. it still fresh in my head. between UTM Skudai n UTP, i chose this femes UTP even i know nothing what to do with my future. only prayers, hoping for the best was all i can do. i have no idea about what engineering is. berani mati pilih engineering yg skang is my kesukaan. alhamdulillah, HE listened to my prayers n do tentukan the best for me. yeap, this is the best for me but that little something intrudes my mood. x pasal2 timbulkan kemarahan.

that little something = a fren from school who's together with me taking chemical engineering in this lovely UTP for 5 years, and another 2 years left to face her irritating face. sounds so cruel but that's what happen. i can't help myself. o plis help me! did i wish i wasn't here or i'm here w/out her. yea, i know, i'm becoming so jahat and mean. extremely mean i'd say. yes or no, i have to bear for another 2 years! plis be strong sweet little amizah~!

So many things happen and i can hardly forget. sape yg cari pasal dulu?? ko atau aku? selagi aku bole saba, aku try saba. tp skang dh smpai limit. sket lg nk cecah infiniti. ok, i forgave u but the memories remain. aku try utk lupekan segala-galanya. kdg2 aku hrp aku ilang ingatan, some parts yg aku nk lupe la.. ilang terus kang nanye plak parents aku. huk3. aku x tipu, aku harap some of the unwanted memories tuh disappeared, permanently! so that we can be like before, back in PC when we're so close together. i reali do! but what happens now is beyond my control. i can't help it. i just can't! kerana sekarang =! dulu-dulu.

another confusing entry bg sesape yg x taw cite sebena. tp xpe, keep reading my post kerana ia bkn utk difahami, hanya utk dibaca. bg yg faham, thanks for always be there. i luv u girlsss. gegurl syg korang! muaxxx ;x i can be a good fren, best perhaps depending on the fren. becoz frenship is a two-way relationship. everyone knows that. kan3~

maen squasy pon x ilang lg skt ati ni.. menambahkan ade la.. adusss. nk balik~ abah, cpt la dtg~~

Alone

19:35
By Amizah Azid
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It's 3:49 am in the peace silent Friday morning. Alone. Coz everyone's dreaming on their bed rite now and i can't help myself, gracefully typing on the silver keyboard. Listening to Someone's watching over me by Hillary Duff [to the melody only coz i know nothing what she's babling about. Har har har.. my rumet n cik keping sdg tido, dgr dgn sgt perlahan ni, takot mereka terjaga.. as aku x suke tidoku diganggu, aku jua x mahu mengganggu tido mereka ;)]

Cik keping merempat di bilik aku sbb ditinggalkan cik Qeng. Har har har (lagi~) buat cik keping. Agak nyenyak kelihatan ketidoran cik Keping. Tergoda gak beta nk tido, tp cam xleh tido jek.. sbb td dh tido kul 8-11.30 pm. Sbb?? Nk wat esemen Probstat kt WileyPLUS. Betapa tinggi kesanggupan aku tido awal semata-mata nk bgn tgh2 malam semata-mata WileyPLUS.

Apakah WileyPLUS? Ntah.. yg aku taw it's something like ape ye? ssh la nk explain.. yg aku taw kalo wat esemen kt sini, it'll automatically be graded. So senang la lecturer xyah mark our esemens. Tp kami agak terseksa menghadapi WileyPLUS ni.. Internet connection kt UTP ni mengalahkan siput tutt.. so cane nk wat esemen dgn efective. Asek2 menyumpah seranah jek. Tak berkat lg ade gitu.. tp aku xdela menyumpah seranah, setakat geram kuasa 12 jek. Terageram! haha. Mase aku bt td ok la, gune wireless. Agak laju n sempat siapkan dgn markah 5/10. OK la tuh drpd xdpt pape.. lgpon, kwn2 beta yg wat ptg td agak tensi ngan tenet yg cam dot dot dot tuh.. kesian diorang dpt sket jek sbb tenet yg tuttt..

Disadvantages of using WileyPLUS:
1- kene deal ngan tenet. dh ler tenet UTP cam siput tuttt.. kalo mengalahkan kelajuan cahaya orait la jgk.. bermacam2 status kwn2 aku kt gtalk menyumpah seranah either WileyPLUS or tenet. kan dh kurang berkat kt situ..
2- soklan setiap insan berbeda. ssh ler nk discuss.. bkn copy ok! ni esemen jek, bkn test, bkn jgk exam.. standard arr tuh nk discuss bersama kawan2 tercinta~
3- timed assignment. bg mase 2 jam nk siapkan 5 soklan. ok la, soklan xdela ssh sgt tp bile consider blk ngan tenet yg tutt tuh, terageram la jdnye..

Advantages utk lecturer je la kot, xyah mark esemen. Utk aku n kawan2, aku xnmpk lg sbb asek terageram plus teratensi jek bile wat WileyPLUS ni.. Sungguh x efektif WileyPLUS ni.. si Piah siap nangis lg td sbb terageram&teratensi. Rase2nye lecturers kn stop gunekan WileyPLUS la.. rata2 my fren said, mereka rela bt traditional punye esemen, tulis tangan drpd kn deal ngan WileyPLUS ni. Dh la ramai2 pakat duk serang WileyPLUS nk wat esemen, mane x slow..

Enough pasal WileyPLUS. Sungguh busy lately. Terabusy! Setiap hari adalah hari yg pack n os cof memenatkan.. x sabar nk tunggu pg yg cerah sbb friday ade 3 klas jek.. after last klas kul 11-12 tuh bolelah pengsankan diri..(walhal mmg tiap2 mlm pengsan pon~) ;) Can't wait to go home. Sbb: Nk hand on tudungs yg aku beli utk my mom n my little sis. Tudungs raye, beli dari ibah. Plus, i miss mom's cook sgt2. Bosan weh asek mkn kt cafe.. aku rase dh gemok dh skang.. asek mkn nasik je, dh la penuh pinggan.. oily plak tuh. ajinomoto pon byk.. dahaga gilerr lepas mkn.. Bole nmpak pipi sendiri bile mata pandang bawah. Adess. Nk diet pon malas. Tak suke la skip meals ni.. i love eating! haha.

Home sweet home~ wait for me deariessss ;)