Started my day with these beautiful view. Subhanallah :)





Went jogging early in the morning.
Ate Nasi Dagang yang superb for breakfast.
Had shower, lepak-lepak kat rumah sambil dengar Hitz.fm
Blogging
(Sudah mula bosan)

I don't know what's next.
Hopefully there's something 'cheap' can be done to fill my Friday.
When I write cheap I mean monetary value.
Belum gaji. Dengar-dengar awal April. Tak ke gila? Mac ada 31 hari bersamaan 5 minggu berhari Sabtu - membawa maksud aku kerja 3 kali Sabtu bulan ni (2 minggu lepas, esok dan minggu depan)
I think I need a new job, anyone boleh tolong?

I love the scenery in this pic. Subhanallah :)

Syazana and I were so comel during our university life. We used to day-dream of living nearby when we get married or always visiting each other with husband and kids; playing volley together, chit-chatting about life; about future, about the good old days. Our conversation (through gtalk) sumpah sweet. You're the best dreaming (berangan) partner. Now I can find no one to day-dreaming like we used to do.

Thanks for the memories :) I wish the dreams will come true. And maybe some day we could again do the night walking; along the beach two by two. Ecehhh. Or let's try hiking or diving or roller-blading. Hihi.

My birthday's eve

Stayed up late for work

12 midnight reached home

Exhausted but cant sleep thanks to nescafe o peng

I'm (still) struggling to become a better person. A good daughter. A loving sister. An obedient servant (to the Almighty). A well rounded designer. An honest employee. A sincere friend. A tough girl. A grateful person.

Dear you, ah I better dont write it here. Btw, I miss the good old days. I miss you too. You're a part of my life. Thanks for your presence, for making me feel special esp on a day like this. I guess no more birthday wish right on 12 am of 21st March. No more. Maybe it's the best.

Please sleep. Tomorrow ada meeting please dont screw please be prepared.

When she was just a girl

She expected the world

But it flew away from her reach

So she ran away in her sleep

Dreamed of para-para paradise

Para-para paradise

Every time she close her eyes

Amizah is listening to Paradise by Coldplay. She love the song she set it as ringtone for her Galaxy (Ace je). Unlucky Amizah she still has not received any call since last few days. Kem onnn people, call her! Ask me her number. Huahua gila desperate :p

OK bye.

Tipu je. Tak baik tipu nanti masuk neraka kata simsimi si chatting robot. Apakah robot jua mengerti apa itu neraka? Bila ditanya neraka kat mana dijawabnya belakang kau. Hamboihh kasar kau ye simsimi. Haih dengan robot pon nak berkira. o_O

Maybe I expected the world for now I wanna run away in a sleep. And dream of you. And us.

Let's go sleep people I'm so sleepy. And it's very condusive to sleep now as it's raining; quite heavily. We're in winter again. How can I not adore Kerteh? How can I?

Good nite Kerteh see you tomorrow (InsyaAllah).

Terasa sedikit kekosongan (perut) kerana belum dinner. Apa sebab tak tahu, telah menjadi malas makan malam ini. Sebenarnya, sebabnya adalah malas. Tak boleh kata tak tahu sebab. Kalau dah kata malas, dah tak boleh tanya kenapa malas sebab malas tu root cause. Dah malas, malas lah nak bagi alasan apa lagi kan? :p

Baiklah, berhenti merepek-repek tak tentu hala.

Esok Jumaat. Biasanya Jumaat best sebab Jumaat cuti. Tapi kadang-kadang cuti pon tak best sebab bosan tiada beraktiviti. Harap-harap esok best. Tak kisah ada aktiviti ke tak yang penting hati mahu jaga supaya esok dan hari-hari mendatang selalu best. Hati juga adalah root cause, FYI.

I nak buat something remarkable in my life this year. Tapi I tak tahu lagi nak buat apa. Mungkin mendaki gunung atau menyelam laut dalam. Atau mungkin kawen..? Tak pon pergi bercuti di obersi (oversea). Errr design Heat Exchanger pon best. Haha we'll see.

(heat exchanger juga remarkable - dasar designer!) :p

Esok nak pergi jogging tepi pantai (hoora hooreyyy) sape nak ikot? Ya Allah, mintak-mintak tak hujan pagi esok. Tolonglah tolonglah. Amiin.

Assalamu'alaikum w.r.t :)

Lying on bed, ready to sleep.

Flashing back today and yesterday

A lovely weekend; fully occupied with the house chores.

The feeling is undescribable. Bahagia gila rasa apabila sedang mengemas. Lebih bahagia apabila sudah siap dan hasilnya fuhhh rasa macam nak bagitahu satu dunia "aku dah siap kemas umah, tengoklah weh rumah aku!"

Indoor type of person.

Akhirnya berjaya basuh kereta all by my self (setelah hampir sebulan tak basuh dan menampakkan rupa yang tak lalu dipandang dan juga memalukan bila terasa macam ada orang pandang dengan pandangan semacam "kereta ni baru keluar bengkel ke?"). Serius rasa macam nak melompat dan peluk cium setelah misi basuh kereta tercapai.

Weekend ini sungguh membanggakan aku dan membuktikan "I can do it. Keep it up girl!'

Esok kerja. Corporate shirt dah siap iron. Tolonglah bangun awal esok. Tolonglahhhh.

So, I better fall asleep now :p

Tata everyone!

Assalamu'alaikum wrt..

Antara sebab best kerja di Kerteh. Walaupun Kerteh semacam banyak kekurangan, kelebihan yang satu inilah dijadikan sebab untuk stay. Best gila okay lepas kerja lepak tepi pantai menghadap ombak. Layan angin pantai. Walaupun sorang-sorang. Best gila sampai tak tahu nak cerita macam mana. Kena rasa sendiri. Alhamdulillah tuhan bagi aku rasa nikmat ini. Banyak lagi benda yang perlu disyukuri dari ditangisi. Bermillion sebab untuk happy. You deserve to be happy in your own way. Sebab bahagia itu letaknya di hati bukan pada material. You define happy. It's you; you choose to be happy or unhappy. It's you, bebeh!

(Of course I choose to be happy)

Enjoy what you do.

Live your life.

Smile always; even your opismet told you that you're wearing a curtain instead of tudung.

Be cool even your opismet like to dog you (HAHA) Read: menganjeng.

I need to struggle more to fit local's mind set.

I have to lower my ego. Not good for sustaining relationship with opismet.

Yeapp bukan senang nak pandai; long way to go.

This is the price I have to pay for choosing the path I took.

And oh ya! I chose to go with the flow. U-turn next time.

Dahsyat betul gadis kolej di pub!

Eh I bukan pergi pub pun. Tu tajuk iklan yang kelihatan depan mata I sekarang. Dahsyat betul iklan.

Hello hello lama tak jengah ke sini. Baru balik jogging dari tepi persisiran pantai Paka. Jogging sensorang jeww. Jogging bukan sebab nak kurus sebab I tak gemok pon, tembam sikit jewww :p Jogging sebab nak sehat, badan I nak pakai lama lagi ni (insyaallah). Lama lagi I nak hidup, I baru 23 next month baru cukup 24. Eh, bakal 24 dalam masa sebulan. Wow!

I ingat nak kawen masa umur 24, hopefully tercapai azam tahun ni nak kawen. Hikhikk :p

Eh tadi cerita pasal jogging kan. Nah tengok gambar sebagai bukti..

Errr tak tahu lah nanti gambar keluar kat mana, takleh nak adjust location gambar trough blogger-droid.

Hampeh betul takleh connect internet kat laptop pakai telepon. Sek-sek IT tempat kerja I pasti ada solution sebab I pakai laptop company, haruslah ada restriction. Takkanlah I nak angkut laptop sendiri menjadikan I lebih kaya ada 2 laptop kat rumah. Tak larat aih nak pakai 2 laptop. Ada 1 laptop opis ni pun kadang2 tak terpakai. Balik dari opis campak je mana2 tempat yang nampak clear kat dalam rumah. HAHA. Tu sebab (disebabkan) semangat kurang kebelakangan ni, tu pasal maen campak je. Kalau semangat lebih, semua usb kat laptop aku cucuk key design. Konon mogok ah takmaw kerja lebih masa. Work Life Balance! Hoho.

Ever heard about The Road Not Taken; the poem by Robert Frost?

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim

Because it was grassy and wanted wear,

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I marked the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads

 on to way

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference. 

Setelah hidup hampir setahun sebagai design engineer, I masih confuse dengan apa yang I nak dalam hidup I. Is this (the life I'm living now) really what I want in life? Fikir dalam2, I macam tak pernah buat keputusan dalam hidup I. I just go with the flow. Go with the flow is not a crime, instead it's a good thing to do. At least I'm a design engineer (who still confused, with flaws here and there).

Someone told me that I still can make a U-turn (if I wish to). Will I?