Rindu moment ini
Teringin nak pakai jubah convo and repeat the whole 16th October all over again.
Or at least pinjam jubah convo junior dan tangkap gambar banyak-banyak.
Paling tak boleh pon tatap tenung gambar ni berulang kali setiap hari sebelum, semasa dan selepas buat kerja. Patutlah buat kerja selow semacam. Haha :p

Bak kata seseorang, perkara paling jauh adalah semalam. Bukan setakat semalam, sebentar tadi pun sudah cukup jauh.

Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal :)

This view is taken from my desk in my former office. Can you spot the switches in this picture? If you can see, the left switch is for air-cond and the right switch is for lamp.

Why on earth these switches' location matter? Well, because I am a designer and I used to have this office as my workstation. It's kinda troublesome for me to switch on/off these switches every morning and evening. Not very practical for a lazy person like me :p

Lesson learned?
Well, designer don't simply design, there's reason behind every design we do. Some because of cost-saving, some because of project specification/requirement; above all, practicality. I guess I love my job designing so much :) :)

Assalamualaikum w.r.t

All,
Hi. Thanks for reading this, I appreciate your time :)

I'm not sleepy thanks to Neslo I had for dinner. Having caffein in my system is suicidal; just like a vampire walking under the sun OR a vampire and the vervain touch. If you're a fan of vampires, you'll know how the sun and vervain affect their life. Go watch the vampire diaries if you have no idea of what I'm rambling about :) The vampires are hot especially the hybrid; Klaus to be specific :p

Talking about suicidal does not mean I am literally dying. Well, I'm 'dying' to sleep because I have a bus to catch at 8 a.m tomorrow. Naah kidding :p I need to wake up early for morning prayer. Then off to work and repeat daily routines, as always.

Work seems to be not as interesting as before, when I was a fresh graduate. I was enthusiastic, passionate and obsessive with my job. Not anymore when extrinsic reward can no longer guarantee intrinsic reward. Tried very hard to maintain my inner satisfaction (as I have no power to control my salary). Somehow I think it's time for me to move forward. I mean, I wanna fly; with or without wings.

I hate sticking with those who not apreciate me. Like Ust. Rahim said; pinggan tak retak, nasi tak dingin. Kau tak hendak, aku lagi tak hengen. Read: If you don't want me, I don't want you too. Mak aih, direct translation :p

Thank you Allah for all the love. Thank you for everything. Alhamdulillah :)

I love my family. Tuhan tolong jagakan mereka, mereka hidupku.

Omai sudah pukul 2. Macam mana nak tidur with caffein in my system? Omaiii.

Macam cannot sleep. Mungkin petang tadi dah tidur makanya susah tidur malam. Padahal tidur sekejap je, sambil-sambil tengok KL Gangster kat Astro Citra (kot) tadi. Eh macam mana boleh tertidur tengok Aaron Aziz ni.. kata minat..? Sebenarnya tidur sambil tengok TV tu hobi I. Takleh nak salahkan Aaron Aziz. Eh tetibe pulak haha :p

Oklah kena paksa jugak tidur ni. Kang terlajak; esok dah lah kerja, hari Sabtu pulak tuh.

Nitenite!

Well, it's Friday again. Suddenly it's Friday. You got what I mean?
Yeah, time flies like a bee. OK tipu. Tak tahu apa motif tulis masa terbang macam lebah. Mungkin sebab lebah ada sengat; walaupun lebah itu kecik, sekali kena sengat sakit la ohhoi. Macam masa, masa terus berjalan, kalau tak guna masa betul-betul mungkin kena 'sengat'. I mean, entah tak reti nak explain but I believe it has something to do with procrastination. Tengah-tengah malam cerita pasal lebah kau kenapa?

Tiba-tiba sahaja sudah hilang apa yang ingin ditulis tadi. *sigh*

Since I'm listening to Muara Hati by Hafiz and Dato' Siti (repeatedly), I'll write about the famous Adam & Hawa. This Adam Mukhriz got nothing to do with Adam Levine sebab Adam Mukhriz (Am) don't sing, he's a pilot. Adam Levine selalu nyanyi lagu yang jadi ringtone telepon saya. Nampak tak kat situ? Adam Levine nyanyi lagu ringtone saya~~! HAHA :P

Eh keluar topik pulak. Alang-alang dah keluar topik, keluar terus lah :P

Oh ya! Aktiviti menjogging di pagi Jumaat tidak menjadi sejak minggu lepas sebab errr malas seperti biasa. Mungkin sebab berat tak naik maka takde pressure lalu tidak bersungguh-sungguh. Kena ada sebab solid baru nak buat. Dasar pemalas!

Btw, I minat Aaron Aziz. Bukan sebab dia good-looking tapi sebab dia pandai berlakon. His acting sangat adorable. Lagi-lagi berlakon jadi Adam Mukhriz. Fuhhh boleh caerrr. HAHA ngade!

Esok I keje lagi. Sebab bulan ni ada 5 minggu. Sebab kerja Sabtu, I dapati produktiviti I menurun. Rugi je kan, keje tapi tak produktif. Tolonglah, I bukan robot, bukan juga supergirl. I gadis biasa yang bekerja sebagai engineer. Keje engineer best, tapi keje Sabtu suck. Like I said in previous-previous entry, it sucks life.

Sebab esok keje, maka I kene berenti menaep lalu pergi tidur. Selamat malam semua. Have a good weekend!

Haha apa-apa je lah post title ko Jahhh!
Janji aku masih ingat aku ada blog.

Walaupun handsome, tapi kalau (dot dot dot)
Hmm takpelah, lain kali mungkin?

Look, I have something called belief and I believe in my belief; strongly. You got what I'm saying? No? No worries, tak penting pon sebab kadang-kadang ayat sengaja diputar-belitkan dengan tujuan mengelirukan :P

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Gosh why is being an engineer is so stressful? I mean too much pressure. Lagi-lagi when I am a pressure vessel designer. Omaiii!

Sometimes I love Thursday but some other times I don't like Thursday. Sebab sometimes I need to be an engineer cum clerk. Yeah you can say clerk je pon! Clerk kat tempat kerja I busy mengalahkan PM. That's why sometimes on Thursday I have to be an extra so that we can meet our target.

Bosan lah cerita ofis masuk blog.

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Someone handsome called me, said sorry for not replying my SMS a month ago. Wow, how can you remember not replying an SMS a month later? Impressed! HAHA. Then suddenly SMS mintak upah for doing something that he is responsible for. Saje mengayat la tuh! Lastly, he ended conversation (SMS) with a simple K. Did I pissed him off? I'm good at that I guess. HAHA bravo! :P

Eh bateri dah nak habes. Mintak diri dulu.

Be safe everyone! :)

Hi all, Assalamu'alaikum w.r.t.. :)

Hari ini saya sudah ingat. Saya tidak lupa lagi akan kewujudan blog ini lantas saya mula menaip pada waktu senggang. Maksud saya di sini ialah pada waktu makan tengah hari. Telah menjadi kebiasaan tidak memakan pada waktu makan tengah hari kerana telah bersarapan berat pada waktu minum pagi. Nasi lemak, nasi minyak, nasi dagang o maiii minum pagi macam kenduri. HAHA. Kerana sayangkan badan, saya tidak memakan tengah hari. Cukup makan kurma dan air mineral buat alas perut. Kerana perut gastrik banyak songeh maka perlu sentiasa berisi. Jangan diisi angin sudah, makin banyak songehnya nanti. Err isi lainnya lain kali kita cerita (padahal tak perlu).

Kenapakah saya semakin cerewet? Cukup stress dengan diri sendiri. Jangan jadi perfectionist sangat boleh tak? Errr memang tak akan perfect pun kan..? Sudah lah. Jangan stress nanti berkedut. Kang ramai pulak yang menegur. Aku tak tahu la apa yang lain dengan muka aku sikit-sikit orang tegur kata nampak lain la. Padahal aku pakai eyeliner jeeeee. HAHA. Dramatik sangat ke muka kalau letak eyeliner? Omaiii!

OKlah sudah pukul 2 saya berangkat dulu.

Tata everyone, be safe! ;)

Hi all; Assalamualaikum w.r.t :)

I'm still at office, waiting for rain to stop. It's quite a routine for the cloud to pour its contents these evenings. Wet evenings for us in Pantai Timur. Hehe.

Goshhh dah tak tahu nak tulis apa!

Since I'm a designer, I decided (just now) to design my own house because I'm not very happy with the design of my new office. I selalu tertanya-tanya apakah motif mereka mereka (mendesign) bangunan ini sebegini rupa? Susahlah kalau sudah menjadi designer lalu cerewet pula. HAHA.

I want a not-too-big house because I suspect I will not have enough time to do the 'kemas-kemas rumah' consistently. Or should I have a big house and give up my engineer work and become a full-time house wife? Errr lambat lagi, tak payah bazir ruang otak buat semak je banyak fikir. KAHKAH :P

Semalam pasal apa entah dua orang bertanya soalan berunsurkan peribadi yang sama yang buat I pelik lalu masih terngiang-ngiang soalannya hari ini. Dua orang yang berlainan di tempat yang berbeza pada masa yang tak sama.

"Baru bertunang ke?" Apakah muka aku sangat bahagia semalam lalu menunjukkan ciri-ciri orang baru bertunang? Apakah itu, aku tidak mengerti sebab aku sebenarnya biasa-biasa sahaja semalam. OKlah, aku mengaku, semalam muka aku lain sikit sebab aku pakai eyeliner. Hello, eyeliner jeeee! Belum lagi pakai bulu mata macam Cik Ta. Haa kalau pakai bulu mata silap-silap mereka tuduh aku pergi kahwin tidak ajak. I mean kawen senyap-senyap tak jemput orang datang kenduri, harap maklum.

Ish lambat pulak hujan ni nak berenti. Aku macam dah tiada idea nak tulis ni. Bos baru je balik. Lalu depan bilik (office) aku pastu tercegat macam nak cakap sesuatu. Lepas tu blah macam tu je. Buat aku kaget seketika. Lalu aku melambai supaya tak nampak awkward sangat. Bukankah lambai bos balik kerja tu nampak semacam ke? HAHA abaikan.

Harap-harap lepas ni ingatan aku makin kuat, selalu ingat akan kewujudan blog ini. Kadang-kadang macam kasihan sebab selalu dianaktirikan.

Eh hujan dah berenti, perlu ambil kesempatan ini untuk pulang ke rumah. Babai everibodi, take care!