Ibu Gojes: November 2008

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Selamat bercuti

Pejam celik pejam celik pejam celik...
akhirnya tiba jua hari ini
hari sabtu, 22 November 2008
last paper, Reaction Engineering sudah selamat dijawab (walaupon byk lobang2)
tp aku redha
aku pasrah je
sbb hanya itu yang terbaik aku boleh lakukan
i did try my very best but the questions were hard
ataupun mungkin mind's block?
ataupun mungkin terlalu kelam kabut mengejar masa utk sudahkan semua soalan?
ataupun mungkin aku x sepenuhnya bersedia utk paper rxn?
ataupun mungkin seminggu suntuk studi rxn belom cukup utk memantapkan skill aku menjawab soalan?
ataupun mungkin aku terlalu ghairah menenangkan diri yang kelam kabut sampai masa yang ada tidak mampu menunggu aku tenang?
ape-ape pun, i'm glad it's over.
walaupon aku pernah set target utk dpt A utk rxn, aku tetap redha andai kata nnt nasib x menyebelahi aku
because i know where i stand
and i know, things happen for a reason
and HE knows the best for me
and HE only gives the best for me
it's OK kalau it seems not on my side
because there's always a rainbow after rain (or storm. or hurricane. haha)

oh ya, it's Sunday already. 12.01 am. A few hours to go and i'm home~
abah's coming, otw. i guess he might be somewhere in Jeli or Gerik right now in a bus.
ya, he loves me that much. coming all the way from kelantan to toronto (i mean tronoh) to pick me up.
even though i can drive home but he's too worried. the road might be slippery because of the rain, he said.
it's raining season (musim hujan) already. we're in the end of November!
Time flies when we're having so much fun.
July 08 semester officially ends when final exam is finished.
Sedar tak sedar sudah hampir setahun aku berada di tahun 2008.
Oh no, next year i'll turn 21. Feel like yesterday i was celebrating my 20th birthday.
It's OK babe, umur hanyalah angka. as long as you feel young and act young and looks young you'll absolutely be young. hoho.

Last words from me: hepi holidaysssssss to all UTPian. see you next sem. take good care of yourselves and plis make sure we'll meet again, esp to cheme JAN06 (insyaAllah). kawan2 yang comel, sile rindu aku. (i'm 97% sure you'll miss me. and me too.) hugs and kisses.
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Monday, November 17, 2008

it's something

Nothing, just chemical reaction engineering (CRE) stuffs and something i'm afraid of... if u need to study for your final exams, go ahead. i believe that it's a waste of time reading this post. and i know, i'm wasting my precious time writing this post. whatever.. as long as i know what i'm doing and i love it. ;)

CRE. i've tried hard to put my focus at the very highest level but all i got was sleepy eyes and spinning head and tak best feeling (dat's why i'm blogging). as if i could close the text book and go to bed and start dreaming and worry about nothing just like when i'm at home. as if i could...

i do afraid of this little something. something like.. erkk unwritten! i wish i could unleash the unwritten.. If I say it like I mean it then maybe I'll believe it like it's true. Ya, like it's true.. still, unwritten. (i told u, it's a waste of time. go and study you people~!)

good luck babes. good luck frens. good luck all.
HE bless us all.. work hard folks, pray for the best. HE's with us, always.
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Monday, November 10, 2008

Perlu ke?

i should do this quickly. ya, QUICK!

i have record the history yesterday (ape kene laa translet bm stret?? ngokngek betoll la! haha). ok, smalam aku catat sejarah. bukan daki gunung everest pon. rentas 7 lautan pon bukan. menyelam smpai ke dasar segi tiga bermuda pon bukan. (kate QUICK tp awal2 dah melalut.. hishhh!)

rekod tu adalah.. jeng3~ seharian berada di irc (information resource centre aka library). taw x semalam hari ape? sunday beb, sunday~ haha. sepanjang weekdays bertapa je study kt bilik tp bile ari ahad bole plak gi irc.. kui3. sonok gak laa gi irc, sbb dh lame giler x pegi irc.. since 1st year dh stat x pegi (i mean utk berstudy week kt sana n buat bilik mcm hotel).. mase foundation aku suke wat bilik aku mcm hotel mase study week. sanggup pegi irc yg jauhnye beribu batu by feet. siang malam plak tuh. wah3~ i was so rajen back then kan..

hmm, dan mereka tercari-cari aku bile dh seharian aku menghilang.. aku x bgtaw sesape pon nk gi irc sbb: 1) rumet aku sdg tido 2) bt keputusan nk gi irc tibe2 jek, ikut syazana and saey 3) i was so ravenous smpai lupe nk ketok pintu blk dpn n inform and 4) tu je.. kui3

and ptg tuh, aku n syazana pegi mkn kt sabila. mase balik tuh ade makcik gad kt pondok gad tuh suh aku berenti (biasela kan, nk check kad matrik+sticker). kami pon tunjuk la kad matrik apabila diarah berbuat demikian. and, tibe2 dgr suara makcik tuh berkata: 'dik, ok ke bwk kete kusi dpn sgt? x rase sempit ke?' (soklan yg agak kurang asam la kann.. patut ke tanye gitu?? hukk3) then aku jawab la: 'kaki x sampai la makcik, sbb tu kusi ni ke dpn.. tp ok la, x rase sempit pon. selesa jek~!' (smbil senyum sengih) taw la aku comel, tp xpayah la tanye soklan gitu, mencabar kewibawaan aku sbg pemandu yg berhemah. aduss~!

aku bknnye gian sgt nk menaep tp tu la.. bila kt blk tangan ni gatal je, asek nk belayar jek! aku bgn pg nk study, esok 1st paper.. tp tibe2 kebulur. ravenous sungguh. (bkn tibe2 sbenanye, mmg tebiat aku bgn pg mesti rasa lapar. kalo bgn tgh hari pon lapa jgk.. mmg slalu lapa lah, sbb lapa tu kan hobi.. kui3). then aku decide utk gi beli food kt cafe v3. pakai sweater n jeans. pakai tudung lalu berjalan kuar blk ke cafe. otw aku call mak aku. bile mak aku angkat je phone, aku ckp: 'ma, lapaaaaaa~' mak aku gelak2 smbil ckp: 'ya Allah bdk ni, pg2 dh lapa..'

sonok. pg2 dh dgr suara ma. (tibe2 rase cam sayu+hiba+rindu) henset aku tu mmg nk kene baling aku rasa. erkkk. baling bateri je pon ok kot, henset elok lg.. bole plak bateri aku tuh jd kembung cam bunting 9 bulan.. (hiperbola je tuh). nk bkak cover henset (housing) pon susah, bertungkus-lumus aku ngan tikah (rumet) aku mencungkil nk bkk, nk tgk kekembungan bateri tu.. (mmg sah bunting 9 bulan bateri tuh) saket ati betol bile aku nk anta msg ptg smalam, henset tibe2 off. pastuh nk on dh x bole dah. langsung! bile charge je bole on. ape kess? huh! time2 ni laaa nk bt hal. seb bek eQin ade henset lebih, bg aku pinjam 1. (aku call ma aku td gune henset eQin la.. apekess promot henset eQin?? haha)

oklah. kedengaran past year exam paper memanggil-manggil aku.. korang dgr x? hehe
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Saturday, November 8, 2008

Aku dan study week

Aku rasa aku dah muak. yes, muak. mual pon ade. feel like vomiting tp x sampai ati.. (penat je aku makan, suke2 je nk muntah plak kan.. dah la aku mkn cadbury td, x sayang ke nk kuarkan balik?? gilerr berkira! haha.) aku dah muak dgn words and sentences dalam lec notes dan juga text book. tu baru words, belom masuk numbers lg tu.. tabah la mata~!



it's true, really true! oh peliss!lah study week. dah penat. dah malas. tp sisa kerajinan sesekali masih sudi singgah. thanks for not leaving me alone in this horrible weeks. kadang2 bila aku malas aku tido. then bile dh penat tido aku bangun la.. pastu malas lagi. tido lg. tp aku bkn sejenis manusia yg kuat tido. xleh tido lame2. xde chemistry ngan tido yg panjang.. so, ape yg aku buat?



studi laa.. nk tido xde chemistry, nk tgk muvi xde mud (ye laa, asal nk tgk muvi mesti rase bersalah gilerrr sbb x studi.) agak seksa di situ. asek2 pk pasal exam (ye sgt laa tuh), x tenang hidup. uhukkk. kadang2 aku pegi melawat kawan2 yg sedang studi. aku duk diam2 kt katil mereka. landing2 dan berguling2. habeskan stok makanan diorang. makan kacang, biskut, dan asam juga. tp asam tu masin (bertambah la pressure dlm kepala aku nnt. uhukkk!)

kalo x silap aku, baju2 aku yg penuh sebakul tu dari rabu lg dh siap di basuh. khamis tu sume dh kering, dh boleh dilipat dan dimasukkan ke tempat yg sepatutnye (of cos la almari yang oooiii~). tp, smpai ari ni mereka masih statik tersadai kt atas kusi yg x empuk tuh... ntah bile laa aku nk kemas bebajuan tu sume.. adeh!

td bukak mymetro kejap, ade news pasal sorang pelakon yg bertunang ngan usahawan yg x miskin (kaya).. hantaran: RM 20 000 dan hadiah sebijik kete mewah. usahawan tuh laki, seorang duda berusia 40 thn dan dah ade beberapa org anak.. n pelakon yg aku x kenal tu umurnya 19 thn.. (ade kaitan ngan aku ke cite ni? nape aku kesah sgt ye?? haha)

aku just terpk la kan.. kalo benda camni jd kat aku (kalau, ok. KALAU!) meaning to say, laki tu kire umur die xjauh ngan umur parents aku. x pon sebaya ngan kawan2 abah aku.. (x terimagine~! huk3) tp orang kaye tu.. nnt majlis kawen sure gempak.. dpt kete mewah plak tuh.. untungnye naseb badan.. tp nk ke ngan org yg 'agak' tua?? tibe2 terpk: materialistikkah aku? and tibe2 rase ade jawapan utk soklan tergempar tuh.. ni die jawapannya: it depends!

hmm.. no comment for now. jgn risau, nnt aku kawen aku jemput korang sume.. nnt pakai lawa2 taw, mungkin ade best dress award (kalo ade rezeki lebih la kan.. aku bg adiah tiket flight ke satu destinasi pelancongan.. so girls, stat design baju memasing skang) ;)
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

tak best

pening. rase cam terhuyung-hayang.
sakit. berdenyut-denyut kepala ni mcm nk pecah.
tak best. dah 2-3 ari rasa cam ni. nk balik~!



I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

The Time Machine by the Click Five




Sepi Sekuntum Mawar Merah - Tribute To Ella
by VE


Berulang kali kumencuba
Memujuk hati
Lupakan semua
Kenangan...
Namun mimpi bertemu lagi
Di saat engkau
Tiada di sisi...
Ku berpegang pada janji
Tercipta ... antara kita dulu
Hilangmu tiada berganti
Biarlah ... begini
Ku belayar di lautan
Tidak bertepian
Sesekali disedarkan
Ombak yang mendatang
Aku seperti hilang
Punca arah dan ... tujuan
Aku puisikan namamu
Bersama rindu
Di dalam sendu ...

lagu yg slalu aku layan b4 tido. suara mereka best!
sungguh harmoni~
i like. i like. i like..
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Sunday, November 2, 2008

a supermodel to be?



It's the 1st day of raya. He asked me to take his photo, and here is some conversation before the snap2..


him: kakak, cepat amek gambar adik

me : ok2. cepat2, get ready..

him: heee (sambil sengeh yg sungguh lebar. dan peace~!)

helmie: adik, tutup mulut tuh.. nnt nmpak gigi yg hilang kat depan tuh.

me: haha. cepat tutup mulut.. huduh gamba ni karang.

him: taw la xde gigi kt depan.. (lalu tutup mulut dan senyum seperti dalam gamba)

me: ade gaya jadi model ni.. tp kene tunggu gigi tumbuh dulu laa.. (sambil tergelak-gelak)

pemandangan yang cuba disembunyikan di sebalik pose model kt atas

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Saturday, November 1, 2008

10 dan 5

My top 10 favourite food

>>Mom's cook of course (tgh mengidam nie.. 3 weeks to go, lmbat lg nk balik~ uhukkk)

>>Nasi minyak (sesape nk kawen tu, jgn lupe ye)

>>Nasik putih+ikan rebus goreng+budu

>>Nasik lemak yang sedap (tp x pedas sgt)

>>Nasik putih+sayur masak lemak+ikan masin+budu (nk balik~!)

>>Nasi goreng ikan masin

>>Lauk pauk yg nenek belah mak aku masak (best woo.. tp die jarang masak.. huk3)

>>cake (esp choc moist cake)

>>Mushroom soup (nyum3~)

>>Spageti (credit to wanie.. hoho~!)



10 Things I love doing


>>Mengelamun sambil senyum sensorang ;)

>>Watch fevret muvies/series (Transformers, Detective Conan)

>>Eating (no wonder boncit! haha)

>>Layan lagu best dalam playlist

>>Sitting beside the driver (i mean a berkaliber driver n macho one. hoho)

>>Sitting in the kitchen watching at my mom's cooking. and of course with the sembang2 laa.. how i miss u mummy~ uhukk

>>Sembang2 ngan my family members at our hotspot. it's an everyday must!

>>Gossiping ;) and chit chatting with besties

>>Study when i feel like to (revision)

>>Not to study when there's test, esp short notice test. (urghhh!)




5 Types of boys that I adore

>>Respect me, and elders and others

>>Protective, cool, charismatic one

>>He knows what he's doing and has his own goals in life

>>A boy who makes me smile, feel pleased, and secured of course

>>Pemandu yg berkaliber (aku kan malas drive~ kui3)

5 Things I love doing when I'm feeling down


>>Eating (mungkin epal yg jd sasaran utama. junk food pon boleh jadi..)

>>Layan lagu or cite sedih so that senang nk nangis

>>Tell someone else who can ease the 'down'ness. kui3

>>Sleep all day (tipu gilerr.. aku mane penah tido lame2)

>>Cheer up girl! it's not the end of the world ok..



5 Things I love doing when I'm happy

>>Senyum sensorang

>>Sing a song with a grin :D

>>Call mummy. abah jugak.. hehe

>>Tell frens. besties je kot..

>>Post an entry about it. kui3


10 Ways to win my heart


>>make me pleased

>>how to make me pleased?

>>when you're with me, you'll know

>>how to be with me?

>>be a friend

>>how to be a friend?

>>get along

>>how to get along?

>>approach me, interesting conversation and some jokes will do (not silly ones ok!)

>>it depends on you; how you work out with my heart. hoho


My top 5 most favourite junk food


>>Megi (dan seangkatan dgnnya)

>>Burger

>>Chocolate

>>Ice-cream. vanilla plis!

>>Kerepek ubi kayu


5 Things I wish it could happen soon


>>Cepat laa study week abes

>>Cepat laa exam week abes

>>Cepat laa balik umah

>>Cepat laa abes blaja.. cepat laa keje..

>>Cepat laa............ getting married? kui3


10 Ridiculous things I wish to do before I die


>>Jaga my parents as good as they look after me. Parents bole jaga sepuluh anak dgn terbaek tp 10 anak belum tentu boleh jaga parents dgn baek, apetah lagi terbaek. uhukk. i wish i could do this before i go forever. Saaaayaaaang ma nga abah~ (this is not ridiculous.. rite??)

>>Aku nak merasa maen salji.. cam best je kan.. jakun sungguh la minah ni. M'sia xde salji. uhukk.

>>I wish to gather all my family members (sedara jauh dan dekat skalik) during an occasion. Mungkin mase tuh aku dah jadi jutawan muda sbb menang a contest. So kirenye, mase kenduri kesyukuran tuh, aku nk sume ahli keluarga aku ade.. sedara jauh dekat sile2 la datang ye, kite berkenal-kenalan.. honestly, aku x kenal mereka. uhukk.

>>I wish to dive in the deep blue sea (even berenang katak pon fail. uhukk) and treasure the beauty of the ocean.. perhaps there'll be someone who's planning to propose me in there with a coral. oh no! a ring laa.. with a diamond on it. a BIG one. hoho.

>>I wish to have a reception on a beach. white sand, the sepoi-sepoi bahasa breeze, the serene blue sea... How wonderful~ can't wait!

>>I wish to wear a cinderella-like gown on my wedding day. with a tudung of course! cpt2, sape nk design baju kawen aku..~? (seswai ke ek? uhukk)

>>I wish to have a holiday (honeymoon perhaps) in a luxurious ship like Titanic (hopefully no sinking. uhukk)

>>I wish to be seated in each and every model of cars in the world, with a berkaliber driver beside. And travel all around the world. Sooo sweeet~

>>Tell everyone dat i love how much they mean to me. I wish i have the strength for that.

>>Write an entry, a farewell should it be. Babai sume~ doakan aku diampunkan sume dosa2, ditempatkan bersama orang2 yg beriman, bersama orang2 yg DIA kasihi, aku tenang di sana dan x kacau hidup korang dah.. huk3. sob3. wuuuu.. (mcm la aku taw bile nk mati.. adess!)



top 10 recently most addicted song


>>My Alien by Simple Plan

>>One Step at a time by Jordin Sparks

>>Lucky by Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat

>>Lagu Kita by Aizat

>>Burnin' Up by Jonas Brothers

>>Sepi Sekuntum Mawar Merah by VE (tribute to Ella)

>>Addicted to Me by the Click Five

>>Thank You by Dido

>>Fall for You by Secondhand Serenade

>>If I Never See You Again by Maroon5 ft Rihanna


10 Person I wish to tag
Malas la nk tag orang. Study Week, sume orang sibuk study.. Aku ni bile lg nk studi??

Gilerr laa susah soklans ni.. latar mase: sehari suntuk (hiperbola lagii laa tuhh). Harap2 final exam questions would be easier. 3 hours je for each paper, hopefully sempat siapkan.. huk3
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New Look~!

hey2 you~
look at me~
attractive rite.. hehe

tadaaa~ a new look. it makes me hungry. the cake is yummmy~! i want it. i want it. i want it!!!

but something is missing in this new look layout. my live traffic feed and my bloglist are gone. im planning to add some new features here. wait and see..~

pity cik keping yg saket gigi. huk3. mlm td gi cari klinik gigi tp x jumpe, maen sorok2 ke ape.. huk3. satgi nk pegi lg, n harap2 pencarian kali ni berjaya..
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